jade

(not) depending on people.

it’s this mindset about depending on people still fucking me up. course i wanna depend on people. on someone to do what they say they’re gonna do but maybe i got a long-term ticket on the self-fulfilling train cause word – people don’t mean their words. course i depend on people anyway cause there’s some book somewhere on an island that clearly states i’m not alone.

but fuck if people don’t look me in the eye – promise y and then deliver x. and what the fuck am I gonna do with x when I’m also surrounded by a bunch of dodos fixated on getting off of it, as if life has a real bunker for us to drop off our life pain’s before returning home.

i’m slowly becoming the jaded mofo i never wanted to be.

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