willingness

teachable is the question. how much teachability remains?

dream team was only part one. part two was “pick your top 5 mentors”. well shoot. i’m so besotted with the idea of learning that the command itself should cause an immediate orgasm but alas it also feels to be a challenge to reply with the truth.

part of me shuns the unwritten laws of teacher/student relationships and all things considered, this is nothing short of ironic. on one level this is someone looking at me and saying, “i think you need help” but skipping that part and just offering help instead. i don’t sound grateful am cause the intention is clear and it’s not everyday some will take your unspoken pain and then offer to give you a hand to hold that you feel comfortable with.

but what do you do when holding anyone’s hands feels like a precursor to taking off the phantom’s mask?

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